Miss My BFF

Terasa betul-betul rindu kat dyeorang ni... yela kawan sekolah kan. ni la kenangan yang dapat melepaskan rindu yang tak terubat kot..

ni Siti halimah. Kawan dari darjah 1 kot. Time ni dah jadi kawan yang sangat baik la. Tiada tandingan. Kawan yang sanggup menangis sebab aku. Pew jahatnye aku! :'(

Ok ni Diyana Natasha a.k.a GEBU. Well sebab kan dye ni putih so aku panggil dye gebu sesuai dengan keadaan. Dye ni banyak mengajar aku tentang keyakinan diri. Yup! kiteorang ada benda dan perangai yang sama. Dye pon pernah menangis sebab aku. WHAT?? Teruknye...

Ni pulak Izzati a.k.a Ixora. Dye ni penari dan model. Dye memang super duper Cantik Cun. Well aku suka ada kawan yang model dan baik hati macam dye ni.Dye banyak beri sumbangan. eh! jap bukan la sumbangan berbantuk wang tapi perkhidmatan la.. contohnya macam ajar bersenam, ajar pakai "make-up" dan lain2

Yang hujung belah kanan adalah Hidayah. dye ni islamik sikit. Dye ni kalau tanya pasal dajal ke, makhluk halus ke, politik ke or apa2 jela dye mesti boleh jawab. Pew.... pengetahuan dye memang perg.....

ni pic dengan model kita ixora. alaaaaa kecewa la pasai pa gambar ni tunggang tebalik pulak.. adoi.. kecewanye.. 

Ni Asyikin a.k.a ikin or mok. hehehe dye memang cool la. super duper baik. dan dye ni terlalu baik hati ngan orang luar walaupon dye tahu orang tu jahat but dye still baik. dye tak pandai nak tolak permintaan orang lain. tapi she is the best cool girl ok?...

ini lah kami semua. hujung sekali tu tak dikenali hehe tak lah tu fadhil namanye... dye ni DR LOVE ok?? so perlukan bantuan? di persilakan untuk mencari dye.

masa ni kiteorang nak gerak ke UKM well cari restu kan situ la kan... semua ni masa STPM kot.

di akhirnye kite orang dapat keputusan yang Alhamdulillah. bersyukur pada Allah Swt. 

Bersyukur sangat dapat kawan yang macam korang. LOve You Guys!!! ops! ladies ok.. hahaha

Keinginan Yang Tak Dapat Diketepikan..

Assalamua'laikum,

haaa terasa teringin pulak nak tulis blog ni. Yela keinginan nak menulis ni memang dari dulu lagi tapi tak de kemudahan katakan. well sekarang dah ada jadi keinginan pon diteruskan.

Menulis ni macam bercerita tentang sesuatu cerita yang dapat menarik nafsu untuk memberi tahu pada semua orang. 

Bukan je pasal diri, pengalaman atau kawan tapi kita juga boleh menulis berdasar fakta. Macam-macam yang terlintas boleh kita tulis. Maklumlah dunia dah serba moden cuma perlu on computer dan tiap je paling mudah handphone kan ada? tulis je....

Well kat sini la bermula pejalanan penulisan ku. 

The End

you are my Destiny

If I’m allowed once again

If I could see you again

Inside my past memories

Inside that pain

I call you

You’re my destiny, you are

You’re my destiny, you are

You’re my everything

I only look at you as I call out to you silently

You’re the one my love, you are

You’re the one my love, you are

You’re my delight of all

You are my love forever

Come to my side

If you still love me

The tears in my eyes want you

I love you

You’re my destiny, you are

You’re my destiny, you are

You’re my everything

The thing that hasn’t changed is my love for you

You’re the one my love, you are

You’re the one my love, you are

You’re my delight of all

Even if the world changes, do you know that I will only love you?

My destiny

I call out to you

THE MOON IS SETTING

On the then the wind blows
I gently close my eyes
It feels like you are just next to me
I walk and follow in silence
Step by step every day
But I cannot approach you

The moonlight is setting, a black moon is setting in my heart
It resembles me who cannot say anything
Missing you too much, I call out and call out
It’s a memory that becomes a blackened ash

Cold darkness falls
Small stars rise
I call out to you several times a day but
Why can’t I hear an answer?
When I get closer to you, you get further away

The moonlight is setting, a black moon is setting in my heart
It resembles me who cannot say anything
Missing you too much, I call out and call out
It’s a memory that becomes a blackened ash

My foolish believe is growing bigger
I hate this growing expectations
I hate my splitting heart
Help me, help me
Unhappiness wants to fill up my heart

The moonlight is setting, a black moon is setting in my heart
It resembles me who cannot say anything
Missing you too much, I call out and call out
It’s all blackened ash

The moonlight is setting, a black moon is setting in my heart
It resembles me who cannot say anything
Missing you too much, I call out and call out
It’s a memory that becomes a blackened ash

Pure whiten tears are flowing

Shadow......
Tears are filling up inside my empty heart
My heart that has been shunned by the world
Just like a shadow casts under the dark sky
Once when the sun sets, it disappears

When the darkness of the night covers up the sky
My tears flow unwittingly

Just like a shadow
Never able to get closer
I am sad, so pitiful

Now I appease myself
Even though I reach out my two hands
Cannot catch anything

My foolish wandering
My long sigh
Shouting don’t go don’t go

Tears are filling up inside my bruised heart
My heart that has been shunned by the world
Just like a shadow cast under the dark sky
Once when the sun sets, it disappears

I shout loudly in the air
Even though I deceive may times
I cannot conceal

My conflicting fate
My sad wind
Scatter in the sky instantly

Tears are filling up inside my empty heart
My heart that has been shunned by the world
Just like a shadow casts under the dark sky
Once when the sun sets, it disappears

Now outside of the shadow
Out of the shady in this world

If it’s a destined fate
Even if it’s not permitted

An empty heart

Tears are filling up inside my empty heart
My heart that has been shunned by the world
Just like a shadow casts under the dark sky
Once when the sun sets, it disappears

Tears are filling up inside my bruised heart
My heart that cannot be comforted
Just like a shadow cast under the dark sky
Once when the sun sets, it disappears

Shadow

Park Shin Hye - The Day we Fall In Love

Since when is it, You come into my heart
My heart keep thumping even for your little smile
For along time, I’ve been waiting for this fate like love
It’s you, I know it.
Oh~ That my love is you

You’re like a cotton candy that melting my heart all day.
You’re like rainbow that coming dazzlingly into my heart
Will you whispered me with your sweet voice
That from the beginning your heart everyday loving me too
I love you just be my love.

Why I keep laughing when i heard your playful voice
When your two little eyes stare at me, I even trembling like this
For along time, I’ve been waiting for this fate like love
It’s you, I know it.
Oh~ That my love is you

You’re like a cotton candy that melting my heart all day.
You’re like rainbow that coming dazzlingly into my heart
Will you whispered me with your sweet voice
That from the beginning your heart everyday loving me too
I love you just be my love.

Do you know?
The day we fall in love like this
Do you believe?
The Cupid’s arrow sent from Heaven
I love you who come like miracle’s gift
Let’s be together forever. loving me everyday
I love you just be my love

Because I miss you

Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

DIA

Bertemu untuk seketika,
Memandang wajahnya,
Memberikan dia senyuman,
Dia membalas dengan senyuman.

Dia kini menjauh,
Dikala aku mula menyukainya,
Hanya kerana aku masih muda,
Dia mengambil keputusan untuk pergi.

Kadang kala aku terfikir,
Penting sangatkah perbezaan umur?
Penting sangatkah perbezaan status?
Kenapa?

Kini dia pergi,
aku merelakannya,
Pergilah sayangku,
ambillah langkah mu itu.




Dia sudah pergi meninggalkan aku........

MATSUMOTO JUN- JEPUN

Dia Yang Kau Pilih

Setiap baris kata-kata yang ku baca
Bagaikan jalan hidupku
Tiada lurus semua seolah hampa
Haruskah aku sesali

Bagai kisah kita yang surut selalu
Bilakan berakhir

Biarkan aku berundur
Jika itu yang telah pun tertulis
Jalan ku tak panjang
Bersama dirimu
Jadikan dia terbaik
Kerana itu yang telah kau pilih
Biarkan diriku membawa semua
Luka

Setiap kata kau ucap semua dusta
Pernahkah kau menyesali
Tiada tulus semua helah semata
Haruskah aku menanti

Kini kan berakhir
Ku takkan berpaling
Relakan segala

Biarkan aku berundur
Jika itu yang telah pun tertulis
Jalan ku tak panjang
Bersama dirimu

Jadikan dia terbaik
Kerana itu yang telah kau pilih
Biarkan diriku membawa semua
Luka

jodoh berdua

Jika cinta mampu untuk ku lukiskan 
Garisannya penuh dengan pengharapan 
Sentiasa dalam doaku 
Menyimpan rasa ingin bertemu 
Insan yang masih rahsia 
Dan teristimewa 

Pencarianku kini telah berakhir 
Detik bahagia kini telah pun hadir 
Sungguh aku percaya 
Ketentuan Yang Esa 
Jodoh berdua begitulah takdir 

Yang terlihat kini hanya anugerah 
Dan melafazkan janji yang terindah 
Bersedialah menunggu di garis penghujung 
Insya Allah ke syurga 
Bersatu kasih kita

jodoh pasti bertemu

andai engkau tau betapa ku mencinta
selalu menjadikanmu isi dalam doaku
ku tahu tak mudah menjadi yang kau minta
ku pasrahkan hatiku, takdir kan menjawabnya


jika aku bukan jalanmu
ku berhenti mengharapkanmu
jika aku memang tercipta untukmu
ku kan memilikimu
jodoh pasti bertemu

andai engkau tahu betapa ku mencinta
ku pasrahkan hatiku, takdir kan menjawabnya


(ku tuliskan dinadiku, kau yang tercipta untukku, akan memilikimu)

ooooo
jika aku bukan jalanmu
ku berhenti mengharapkanmu
jika aku memang tercipta untukmu
ku kan memilikimu 
(jika aku bukan jalanmu)
ku berhenti mengharapkanmu
jika aku memang tercipta untukmu
ku kan memilikimu
jodoh pasti bertemu...

i
still here,
still miss you,
still love you,
but,
You have to go with him,
now you do not own me,
and I will not be yours forever.

so this is love is actually happy?
or make me suffer?

i just wanna share with you guys...

STORY BEHIND YOUR DATE OF BIRTH!!! Interesting!

Hey this is really true and see it will work for you too

If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1….

If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2…

If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3…

If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4…

If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5…

If U were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then U r number 6…

If U were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then U r number 7…

If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8…

If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9…

Number 1

You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,Jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authorities, Famous person… always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!

You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views

And you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.

If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behavior you will be hated by some people too…

Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children… You are pioneer, independent & original…

Your best match is 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7 !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 2

No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is the moon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. You are a person who day dream a lot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according to time and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication.

Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and your own home).

If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you can feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledge you can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, any Artistic business people!

You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the family or Vice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake of Your family…You are gentle , intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced People!!!

Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 3

You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. So wherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.. You will not get anything without hardwork! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them. You do set so many examples to others.

Generally you are not a cool person. It’s not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone’s attitude then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others.

Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won’t be long.. you will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it’s over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men). And number 3s you will

be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow.

You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joy to this world!!!

Your best match 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,3 ,5 !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 4

You are very stubborn too, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool, helpful, you have rough word power.. Might put lots of people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, and you often understands others and their problems well. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of the time after girl friends (almost) at times, you will have sort of too much fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don’t know what to do… So be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!!

Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. Tell you what you people are little gem! s, specially the girls.. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You often live with disappointments, for an example you have got a degree in some thing… but you will be unemployed.. or will do very ordinary jobs.

But you will take care of your family very well…All you need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relations too..

You are radical, patient, persistent,a bit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order…

Your best Match 1, 8. Good match 5 ,6 , 7 !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 5

You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by just chatting..to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are a person who does anything when your head thinks “lets do this”. You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc.. Very popular with sense of humor ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tend to go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times ‘coz your popularity..

You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it’s your best teacher!!!

Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 6

Ooopppss..you are born to enjoy.. You don’t care about others. I mean you are always want to enjoy your life time, you are a person.. You will be very good in either education or work wise or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), very beautiful girls and guys, popular and more than lucky with anything in your lives. All the goodness does come with you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love.

You are lovable by any other numbers. But if you are a number 6 man, you will experience kind of looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get married. If you are girl, most of you will get marry/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family & friends .

If you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally. Generally you will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for every life coz you have the great power of caring talent to make this world of love one step further…

Your best match 1, 6, 9. Good match 4, 5 !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 7

You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, and most importantly acting too. You have real problems with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above.

You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life.

Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime.

It’s probably the Lord given you all sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue, ok?

You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person.. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!!

Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 8

You are a very strong personality, there’s no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing and say “this is what”.

You are more likely to suffer from the early ages. I mean poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parent and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life.

The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time live life lonely and always prepared to help others.

Well. once you get married (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit and you! u become safe. You will face un-expected problems such as :

the error, government, poisonous animals, accidents.

You are some one with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter!

Your Best match 1 ,4, 8. Good match 5 !!!

note: if u dont share bad luck for 10 years it true please dont ignore

Number 9

Hey…you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally… You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve what you have done, it’s always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off.

You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type.

Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people always trust you.

Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children.

Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate.

You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice. You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration. Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2 

see more at this website http://www.bestenglishquotes.com/2013/12/08/story-behind-date-birth-interesting/ 

All Love Picture!!

nice kan??